Brain Dump

3 months update on this shenanigans.

4/23/20251 min read

Been 3 months and i feel soooooo grateful of the opportunity. April is good enough busy. I had few last-minute bookings from fellow Indos, and also learned that I DO need a gentle exfoliating pad (after a wedding - it wasn't too bad) i guess i compensate it by staying there for longer than I should, helped her to get ready and some pep talk. I saw the videos and pics, well the nose def didn't stay but she kinda expected it too. So i don't feel too bad honestly and i know the photographers and already requested to just do some touch up hehe.

Now i'm in a rut AGAIN. I have trillion things to learn. hair - how to do makeup quickly, pixelmator, capcut. also with shooting, content creation, gosh. consistency is key i know. but it's the hardest thing. seriously.

And stupid me, ended up sitting down scrolling tiktok. it's never ending. At least i get to tidy up my room. it was horrendous. no more though!!

Anyway i also found the perfect set up for mobile - now i gotta bring 3 bags but it's so much easier now that my panel light is in the makeup bag instead of the duffel bag, it was seriously big & annoying me everytime. but now i gotta separate my hair bag, idk how this gonna work. I just hope i can be strong enough to do this long term.

Anyway. Gotta go back and learn. Let's tackle this.